Beer Cans

Yesterday, I decided it was time to go clean up.  As dramatic as it may seem, I had left my own home to completely separate myself from surroundings that both triggered my alcoholism, and made it comfortable as well.  I had left pretty abruptly, a backpack full of random clothes, my keys, and my wallet.  … Continue reading Beer Cans

Missing Out

There was a conversation I had a couple days ago in which I was describing the worries I had about missing out on things when alcohol wasn't going to be a part of my life anymore.  Looming uneasiness that there would be a great disconnect from the world I was so addicted to, as if … Continue reading Missing Out

Light through the blinds.

December 10th, 2018 I believe the stages of detox are beginning to wind down.  Sleeping will prove to be difficult again, however it may just be that I have a shoddy mindset going into it.  I say that the symptoms are dwindling because I'm noticing not only subtle, but significant changes in my body and … Continue reading Light through the blinds.

The Beginnings and the Ends

Dec 8th-9th, 2018 -  The title of this post relates to a pair of things, two beginnings and two ends.  First, the beginning of my decade or so "relationship" with alcohol, and the inevitable end of my drive to create a successful, meaningful, and fulfilling adult life.  The lengthy body of this, in a nut … Continue reading The Beginnings and the Ends